HUH, this song here.
it touches me. (:
I've done this soo many times before,
liking, ready and ALMOST willing to fall.
but I've only fell once, I've always failed to take my impenetrable walls down.
now here I am.
My second change to fall in love, truly love.
I'm so scared,
It just hit me.
I'm Falling For x____________
Thinking OH SHIT. Not even words, nor sounds could describe or begin to fathom my fear.
Love isn't the type of thing you step into, you fall. Fall fast and hard, head over hills. I've realized I'm falling and I wanna STOP, I'm scared. AS SHIT. Never have the walls of my heart been taken down like this, he sees me emotionally and spiritually NUDE. I'm scared & vulnerable.
And it's not perfect, but I know when we argue,
we're arguing to stay together, to keep this going.
When I try to turn my back, he pulls me in.
HE tries to make me better, he has my interest at best.
HE always listens, not matter what. & not to every third word.
He makes me laugh, he does alot for me that is not needed or wanted but it is highly appreciated.
I believe his feelings are true because he hasn't given up on me.
He's the only the closest thing to be consistent in me life.
& I LOVE HIM.
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